I don't even really wanna talk about it It only makes it way worse They try to tell me that I'm doing this to myself Say why the fuck would I be doing this to myself They say I don't care Maybe it is the vodka talking You don't know the m'fuckin road I'm walking, no I don't even try anymore (anymore) Nothing feels fine, anymore (anymore) I keep my problems to myself I wanna die, I hate my life, I wanna die (reverse) I keep my problems to myself Take another day off Kill another braincell Take a sip of vodka Just so I can Take another day off Kill another braincell Sip a lil' vodka Just so I can stay well