A cycle reborn and abused Pry into subconscious pain Find these fearful solutions Pride wears a mask of ignorance Speak these simple words of balance Losing tolerance don't stutter a word A kiss, a touch, a knife, my blood Progression, regression Pressed for your time My moves are silent As I break through losses I sat and looked and lost the days No simple answers Lend a spare hand I'll leave behind The darkened idea inside A plague of neglect To my brothers of the past The struggle for delirium A small white padded room A cross-breed instinct Symptoms of a youth alone Left behind a soul-less behind Criminal in the eyes of all Slap to the face for disgrace A father's pride fulfill this dream I hate pride not a part of my dreams Tension builds idols destroyed This instinct release of all Glorify pain for self high Hands of time patient stride Teach others more personal gain These lovely thoughts Coated in silky sickness A depressive contraceptive For my actions My body and mind stronger At youngest point of life Let this tenderness I have Fall in flames No release grip hold tight The warm kiss of sensual delight Touch this smile The locked-down love Chained deep inside A mistrust faith I can't relate Lately I can't tolerate Repress myself kept my mouth shut No longer will I pain myself I've got something inside That I'll never hide No drug-induced thought Not even an unsober word My actions are pure Make my discipline heard I've lied here for the longest time Now is the time, make a stand I push too hard, nothing to lose Will not get out, stand-off