Said I'd be home at eight But I'm still out smoking cigarettes and drinking And I told them I don't care about you But you know that that's not true, do you I guess I'm just in a bad place I'm doing anything I can to hurt you But it's not what it seems It's not what that means I made it out but I'm broken within Afraid that I'm not who you think I am I fucked it up, let you down I'm sorry for what I did I'm a mess, try my best You don't know what to believe It's my fault, lost it all That's the scary part of me That I don't know me anymore I don't know me anymore That I don't know me anymore That I don't know me anymore And it kills me now That I took it all for granted For my own self worth Just to ease the hurt that I feel inside And I see myself In other people that I never wanted to become And I've come so far And I've given scars that I'm not proud of I fucked it up, let you down I'm sorry for what I did I'm a mess, try my best You don't know what to believe It's my fault, lost it all That's the scary part of me That I don't know me anymore That I don't know me anymore I don't know me anymore That I don't know me anymore I made it out but I'm broken within Afraid that I'm not who you think I am I fucked it up, let you down I'm sorry for what I did I'm a mess, try my best You don't know what to believe It's my fault, lost it all That's the scary part of me (That I don't know me anymore) I fucked it up, let you down I'm sorry for what I did I'm a mess, try my best You don't know what to believe It's my fault, lost it all That's the scary part of me That I don't know me anymore