I used to make believe that I was happy every day And even though I smiled, my own eyes gave me away I used to be ashamed of who I used to be My whole damn life I lied and pretended to believe I never understood it's optional to live life free And didn't think that anyone could love me unconditionally I was afraid to get too close to anybody And all the time I complained that nobody knew the real me With one look, you reminded me Of the little girl I used to be With one look you reminded me of that little girl The bed is wet with cider that we spilled Our dreams are in a shoebox filled with stolen dollar bills I told him to go nowhere they took him away instead On the phone to him his smiling face still in my head There's nothing else I need to look for now that you found me So fuck this world that tries to negate our serendipity And if there ever came a time they tried to take you away I'd sacrifice myself for you so that you could stay I'm not looking Not looking anymore For the missing piece inside of me I'm not looking Not looking anymore For that missing piece And I don't listen anymore to the voices in my head