So there are these pills That I take each night And if I don't it could make me worse Worse than I am now Worse than I've ever been But there are these nights That I feel so fine And everything just feels alright And if you call, if you call I forget pretty much everything And I miss you like it's Christmastime Feels like you should be by my side 私の中を見てもいいよ 見てほしい So let's be chill Let's just pretend That nothing is wrong Cause nothing is But you don't get it 'Cause you're not me You never get it 'Cause you're so weak And I'm craving you like you are mine Like I'm your girl and you're my guy I'll fuck you like we have no time Follow my way, follow me Maybe the things we have Never will, they never were Feels like I'm leaving this world 痛い痛い痛い痛いイタイ So there's this boy, there's this guy He likes to run from everything Because it hurts to get, hurt Because it sucks to lose control If you ask me it's so easy To numb my pain by taking these But I'll take that bullet 'cause I can't run Away from you or into me