I've been up all night staring at the ceiling Chokin' on the medicine that I keep drinking Round and round, up and down, round and round, up and down People talking in my ear, can't hear what they're sayin' Swimming in the fire, the wolves keep spinning Round and round, up and down, round and round, up and down I keep lyin' to myself, now it's too late The monster's inside, the monster is me I keep lyin' to myself, now it's too late The monster's inside, the monster is me The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death I haven't been myself lately If I were you, I wouldn't get too close 'Cause I don't know what I'll do if you push me Talking on the fight, make a fist keep swinging Alone in the dark, what the hell was I thinking? Round and round, up and down, round and round, up and down I'm upside down, God, I hate the feeling Lying on the floor, at the door she's leaving Round and round, up and down, round and round, up and down I keep lyin' to myself, now it's too late The monster's inside, the monster is me I keep lyin' to myself, now it's too late The monster's inside, the monster is me The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death I haven't been myself lately If I were you, I wouldn't get too close 'Cause I don't know what I'll do if you push me Someone save me now I haven't been myself lately I keep falling down So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me (Talking on the fight, make a fist keep swinging, make a fist keep) The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death I haven't been myself lately If I were you, I wouldn't get too close So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me! The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death I haven't been myself lately If I were you, I wouldn't get too close 'Cause I don't know what I'll do if you push me Someone save me now I haven't been myself lately I keep falling down So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me The devil's living in my head, my head I don't know what I'll do if you push me Devil's living in my head I don't know what I'll do if you push me Do if you push me, do if you push me