I already miss what I have I think about that a lot Two funerals in my head I want to go back in time Like some sci-fi storyline And pull a single thread Without fear or consequence I want to raise the dead I want to live I want to live oblivious to pain I want to feel unfazed, unchanged by change I want flowers to bloom without rain Without rain I know better than to believe That I could bend the rules But God I want to try To tip the hourglass on its side Remember when we were young Afraid but brave enough to swim away Imaginations big enough to dream of better life Unburdened by bloodlines? I want to change the tide I want to live I want to live into the other side of pain I want to give in to the mercy of change I want flowers to bloom after rain I want to swim I want to swim to the other side of pain I want to give in to the mercy of change I want flowers to bloom after rain I want to swim I want to swim to the other side of pain I want to give in to the mercy, the mystery of change I want flowers to bloom after the rain I want flowers to bloom