I always dreamed to the sound of a drum Little girl won the world She's a champion Nice champagne on ice Life is paradise So tell me why I feel this way inside? I'm unhappier than I’ve ever been I never thought I’d know what it's like to win Say what you want But I never thought I'd end up here Some days I feel good Then I really wanna disappear I always got clouds over me I always got clouds over me I wish they knew what goes on in my head Sometimes feels like I’d be better off dead I don't wanna think Pour another drink So I don't have to feel anything I'm unhappier than I’ve ever been I never thought I’d know what it's like to win Say what you want But I never thought I'd end up here Some days I feel good Then I really wanna disappear I always got clouds over me I always got clouds over me