You held my hand I was falling forever Don't waste your time We just can't be together I'm too much to take and I know that you know that Despite my mistakes you're still wanting to risk it All And I was sent away They didn't think that I could make it Struggled everyday Now I strive for imperfection Pondered why in disarray And I can't provide the answers to the questions they would say, I Lose myself A couple hundred times A couple hundred times A couple hundred times Lose myself A couple hundred times A couple hundred times A couple hundred times And how did you find me? Yeah you were so far away I don't mean to interject but I lost my way Contradicting decisions I made And I'm helpless without them I feel like I'm dying And all of this is coming full circle And I can't wait to drown it out I don't need you to help me now I hear the truth coming out Lose myself A couple hundred times A couple hundred times A couple hundred times Lose myself A couple hundred times A couple hundred times A couple hundred times