Ride or die Come alive You love that I You love how much I'm scared of ya Terrified that you'll leave me dry Way you made me cry I hate that I still care for ya I hate that I’d still kill for ya Yeah you know that I'm there for ya Even though we both know that you Yeah you don't I hate that it's over 'cause you're not around Not 'cause you loved me But 'cause I'm still bound Called you half sober I fell to the ground I left you a voicemail didn't make a sound And I I thought that you'd hold me and tell me You're sorry but you're wasted, again I wanted you to care, to be afraid to lose Me now we're jaded again So cut the sweet talking You know I hate talking And having conversations ‘bout petty games 'Cause I stay losing Step back and wait a minute Fucked up my heart admit it Gave me a hundred fucking reasons prove that This ain't love I hate that it's over 'cause you're not around Not 'cause you loved me But 'cause I'm still bound Called you half sober I fell to the ground I left you a voicemail didn't make a sound And I I thought that you'd hold me and tell me You're sorry but you're wasted, again I wanted you to care, to be afraid to lose Me now we're jaded again