With every ounce I'm struggling You broke the trust I had in you And stabbed me in the back Suffocate with all your Lies and shame Your double life will follow you Right to your grave I'm trying hard to forgive you But you ripped my Heart from my chest How long can I keep pretending That I don’t feel nothing at all There’s nothing left for me to say I just can’t let my heart grow cold You broke the solemn oath Suffocate with all your Lies and blame I pray to God that one day You will finally change I'm trying hard to forgive you But you ripped my Heart from my chest How long can I keep pretending That I don’t feel nothing at all Trying so hard to forgive but You ripped my heart from my chest Constantly consumed with anger Lost inside this bitter cycle I'm trying hard to forgive you But you ripped my Heart from my chest How long can I keep pretending That I don’t feel nothing at all I'm trying hard to forgive you But you ripped my Heart from my chest How long can I keep pretending That I don’t feel nothing at all