every tired second, every heavy page they fold into a nightmare, they almost turn to rage i felt like i was draining, i should have been happy an no one should need nothing, you never needed me and its always raining californian girlfriend, i am calling from the end, things will fall apart again everything you gave me, everything you know it's my newest form of torture, my newest broken bow i'm running out of fortune, i'm running out of pain and i benefit from sadness and sadness cools my brain californian girlfriend, i am calling from the end, things will fall apart again and it's always raining