Wicked things would solidify Fall to the bottom of myself I looked up, I cried in the eye Never knew who the fuck you was I've felt this way so many times But never seemed to thrive Smash down, hit and roll around Two moments try to catch Days fall to the arms At the bottom of myself Struggle to be free Throwing moments of shame Installing myself Into places that are stupid Installing myself Oh I've tied my hands Tied into unhappiness Clutching double sides Twisting around in knots Installing myself For reasons that don't make sense Installing myself Oh You can't touch me I can only touch myself My self-indulgence Has got me off Wicked things would solidify Fall to the bottom of myself I looked up, I cried in the eye Never knew who the fuck you was I've felt this way so many times But never seemed to thrive Smash down, hit and roll around Two moments try to catch I can see it now I've cast too much focus Won't bring the hands But never the chase I'm waiting out I've felt this way so many times I'm waiting out But I can't