All of my teachers were right I use math everyday in my life I add, subtract, divide And most of the time it makes me wanna die 'Cause the number below my fear And the number below my spine And the numbers on the menu are always too high So I don't know how low I have to go 'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home I feel like I'm in another person's house, I can't get out So I don't know how low I have to go I wanna rewire my mind So I don't care if there's a space between my thighs It keeps me up at night To think I'll calculate until the day I die 'Cause the number below my feet And the number below my spine And the numbers on the manual are always too high So I don't know how low I have to go 'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home I feel like I'm in another person's house, I can't get out So I don't know how low I have to go I don't know how low All the numbers in my mind Are set out to ruin my life I don't wanna let them win, but they just might And I know this is a problem That I'm improperly solving When I say I'll just go lower one more time So I don't know how low I have to go 'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home I feel like I'm in another person's house, I can't get out So I don't know how low I have to go I don't know how low No, I don't know how low I have to go (I don't know how low)