Staring at the ceiling I ain't breathing I ain't sleeping People say I'm overthinking Like I'm speeding like I'm trippin' I make sure that I stay busy Keep away the monsters in me Cause they shouting screaming at me through the walls I don't wanna feel how I feel right now I'm like half your age but got so much on My shoulders Don't you notice I'm 15 and outta breath Feels like I'm already dead And it eats me from inside Now I ghost my therapist Told me I need medicine But I've been like this all my life Calling me a psycho I get it Maybe you are right though There I said it Calling me a psycho I get it Calling me a psycho Psycho Psycho Calling me a psycho I get it Maybe you are right though There I said it Calling me a psycho I get it Calling me a psycho Psycho Psycho Maybe I'm killing time Maybe I'm screwed up and God damn tired Everything is blue like When does that shit end Keep re-playing conversations in my head You make me play with knifes Don't know how to talk I prefer the fight I'm a livin' a red flag But you always knew Yes and so what at least I tell the truth I'm 15 and outta breath Feels like I'm already dead And it eats me from inside Now I ghost my therapist Told me I need medicine But I've been like this all my life Calling me a psycho I get it Maybe you are right though There I said it Calling me a psycho I get it Calling me a psycho Psycho Psycho Calling me a psycho I get it Maybe you are right though There I said it Calling me a psycho I get it Calling me a psycho Psycho Psycho Without psychos life is boring That's the moral of the story I'll be shouting, screaming at you through the walls So you better run