Your presence puts out my fire I watched it happen for way too long I've let you kill my desires And you have known that all along Wish I could somehow make it better Wish I didn't have to cut all the strings Tried to act like it doesn't matter Now I know that I have to change some things As the leaves are falling I hear my future calling As the wind is blowing I can feel my soul glowing As the leaves are falling I hear my future calling As the wind is blowing I can feel my soul glowing The pain is not in separation I suffer from your deformation To find yourself where I know wonders I cannot let you take me under There's too much silence in time There's too much in here to know what’s best You think I would know myself by now Imagining what happens if I lay it to rest You think I would so much by now Remembering the times where I felt so compressed And I know that it’s time to let go, watch me rise As the leaves are falling I hear my future calling As the wind is blowing I can feel my soul glowing As the leaves are falling I hear my future calling As the wind is blowing I can feel my soul glowing The pain is not in separation I suffer from your deformation To find yourself where I know wonders I cannot let you take me under Save yourself, I can't be the one to give a hand Tried before, you made me suffer, now I take my stand You pulled me lower than I've ever been when I tried to help Now you're on your own while I rebuild myself step by step Everything I tried to do for you You almost made my future die Why do I still hate to say goodbye?