In shadows, I hide inside of me I've tried to stay out of this Always come back for more Just pull the trigger and let it grow I drown until the bottom Of an ocean of tears and sorrow In silence, I scream inside my mind Haunted by demons of the past Bogged down in a muddy road Flesh and thoughts got corroded I lost myself a long time ago Just pull the trigger and watch it grow I feel the end Crawling But everytime I fall I come back for more Just one more time