There's an old empty house That sits on the top of a hill The windows are shackles and the air it's thin Once you're inside the walls close in We grow up alone We grow up to fast In that house is sink or swim When you fight to survive You quickly learn that Everybody wants something I, oh I change my name I'd run and I'd run and I'd hide In a secret place they never They never find it Not for the week minded Show me all your scars I'll be delighted Don't you know that I turn my back on grace And rule darkened paradise Run I'd run I'd hide Just down the hall Broke down kids and we bound to fall (yeah) Never woulda thought I would astound you all I thought I hide back deep till I found it all I gotta a long list of my problems (problems) Pack a day tryna solve'em (solve'em) Gotta a dark pass I got dark thoughts So I poop pills to dissolve'em Tryna find a house that I call home I remember how I fell I was all alone Ya talking to myself in a cell phone Ringing I been calling out For help be in hell long (to long) Uh, meet the devil, I pay the price Found God but no slave to Christ Blind before but I see the light I bought one-way ticket to the paradise I, oh I change my name I'd run and I'd run and I'd hide In a secret place They'd never, they'd never find it Not for the week minded Show me all your scars I'll be delighted Don't you know that Turn my back on grace And rule darkened paradise Run and I'd run and I'd hide I've heard the time heals everything That broke down house got a new coat of paint I still feel it everywhere The walls close in That unbreathable air Are they so different, your house and mine? Both have their secrets buried inside When we grow up We all fight to survive Everybody wants something Run and I'd run and I'd hide Bought one-way ticket into paradise