Choice conceived of discretion Decision sculpted of prevarication Convenient full disclosure Examination reveals legitimacy Autonomous convulsions Of unbearable magnitude Torture sculpted according to My free design Self imposed desolation Gratification of abandonment Depreciation of indulgence Replaced by misery Too what end (does this) existence meet? Oblivious to the culmination Reversion to a state of infancy Despondency unfathomable Meticulous - Measured Methodical - Mephitis Equitable Sufferance Burgeoning horror escalates Receptive senses heighten Genesis of excruciation Permeates physical structure Anatomy pillaged by incineration Conclusion of persisting functions Perpetually incessant indestructible Scorned enlightenment Possibility of circumvention Invoking divinity for absolution