Tearing myself apart Now what have I become I've been told by everybody I have lost control I see you all so beautiful My state of mind's not stable Hate inside of me it grows And feeds upon my agony Hate inside of me it grows And feed upon my ignorance Forsaken and I'm lost Crucified to the cross Is there redemption left for me? I've been held by... Only I see you all so beautiful My state of mind's not stable Hate inside of me it grows And feeds upon my agony Hate inside of me it grows And feed upon my ignorance This is some crazy bull The good from bad's inseprable Disease intentional Don't touch the dial Change the channel You're bringing everything that's ugly right outta me You're bringing everything that's ugly right outta me Anger, hatred My controlled agression Pain and anguish Absolute depression Fueling my agression Need to find direcion Anger blinds me Rage destroys my life Hate inside of me it grows And feeds upon my agony Hate inside of me it grows And feed upon my ignorance Hate inside Hate inside Hate inside Hate inside