I see you killin' it all over the internet I still do the same shit, not that much different I say I'm happy for you I say I'm happy for you You met her a month ago, now you're in Mexico I'm stalking your pictures while I'm parked at a Texaco I say I'm happy for you I say I'm happy for you But it still hurts when I'm alone I miss your dog, I bet he's grown When I got drunk, you'd drive me home You love it though, wonder if you know I wanna be wherever you are It's hitting me hard It's hitting me harder than I thought I say I'm happy for you I'm not that happy for you Faking a smile, falling apart You're breaking my heart It's hitting me harder than I thought I say I'm happy for you I'm not that happy for you Everything looks excellent to you Because all I do is perfectly hide my imperfections so I seem perfect to all And it's easy with the lights off So I couldn't turn the lights on When it's 2:45 and the darkness surrounds you Just know that I'm lost too, like before I found you Well, I thought I will be better without you But nobody taught me how to It still hurts when I'm alone I miss your dog, I bet he's grown When I got drunk, you'd drive me home You love it though, wonder if you know I wanna be wherever you are It's hitting me hard It's hitting me harder than I thought I say I'm happy for you I'm not that happy for you Faking a smile, falling apart You're breaking my heart It's hitting me harder than I thought I say I'm happy for you I'm not that happy for you I got no resentment for you or how we ended Funny how there's no one to blame (blame, blame) Call me optimistic or stupid if I'm wishing You'd call me from the party and say Hi, um, I'm wasted, I know it's late there Sorry if you're trying to sleep But I'm in my feelings, we had a real thing I wanna, I wanna be I wanna be wherever you are It's hitting me hard It's hitting me harder than I thought I say I'm happy for you I'm not that happy for you Faking a smile, falling apart You're breaking my heart It's hitting me harder than I thought I say I'm happy for you (I say I'm happy for you) I'm not that happy for you (I'm not that happy for you)