Lately, I think I was over Time in my chest, beating slower Like the clouds, see color of them fading out Fading out Ooh, the heavy heart I carried Went over your head and over mine (Regret) I counted the days she left like a prisoner Etching markings on my skin with an old knife, scratching (Forget) You see I wanted the physical to match the psychological And yet no matter how hard I dug, I still could not match that pain (Regret) I longed for reasons, I sung with demons I sat in a dark, dusty room barely moving, breathing (Forget) I chewed threw my own umbilical cord, attached to her naval I wanted to be separate Ooh, oh I think my mind is leaking Ooh, solitude is so depleting See upcoming pop shows Get tickets for your favorite artists You might also like Seven Sins Ren Insomnia Ren Ready For You Ren I did it to myself I know that you were faithful I did it for my health How come I'm still unstable? And fallen far from help A suicidal angel Exhaust my wings and fell Falling so ungraceful Banished into hell I wish that I could stop crying They say that the body is 70% water I feel like I must've reduced mine by a considerable fraction Newton's Third Theory states that for every action, there must be an equal and opposite counter-reaction And so I re-traced my steps and try to find reasons, in the arms of my demons 'Cause I can't find healing if I can't find meaning A conundrum leaning on my dumb numb feelings Have a noose high-beaming, when I hung from ceilings When I run from demons, that are living in my head and escape Fate and disaparate Evaporate, evacuate, and then activate Fate, but it cut the breaks Now, I'm driving my universe into a lake and the weight Weight of the world, don't wait We make mistakes when it's all at stake For goodness sakes, a double-take But, I don't want to eat that cake I ruminate inside meaning To illuminate a dark mind I communicate without speaking And I've seen so much, I went blind-eyed, why? I'm living a lie Living a lie, with the lion inside (I did it to myself) Living a lie, with the lion inside (I know, I know) And my mind it is hungry, it's hungry, for my- Sanity, my sanity, I- Living a lie, with the lion inside (I did it to myself) Living a lie, with the lion inside (I know, I know) And my mind it is hungry, and I don't why Pressure drop. Deep breathe, time stops A broken, et cetera, dot, dot, dot Pressure drop, pressure drop, pressure drop I feel it, consuming, I can't stop Dot, dot, dot, the lines join the dots And I'm tying knots (I did it to myself) And divide and multiply Square the root of Pi Beat the puzzle (I know, I know), I Tried to keep my mind focused on the line Hopscotch and Pop Rocks, I take shots of teardrops (I did it to myself) When I drop, a pill pop (I know, I know) I find peace, and time stops (I know, I know, I know, I kn-)