I search my beliefs wherever I may go I take your disease underneath my toes I wear this pain of mine but nothing seems to change For you I'm just a lie, a blinded eye, simple clay I face my beliefs throughout the unknown I scream my own grief shaking up my moan I fall and grip in my darkness sky I just can't believe that this is waht you call life Giving me the lead and I... Giving me the lead and I... Giving me the lead and I... Sink it all inside ...my own fear ...my own fear And once again I die and I drift... away... It grows on me It takes... the pain on me... down I have to change... I have to change... I break my beliefs now my heart is stoned I hate everything now everything is for my own I play by your rules and something seems to change Now I'm a real lie, a blinded eye, simple clay ...my own fear ...my own fear I sink with all inside