Gm9 353335 Dm9 x5355x Em9 x7577x Cm9 x3133x Gmaj7 3x443x D7 x5453x D7* x57575 Bm7 x24232 Am7 5755xx F# 244322 (F#7 242322) A7 5x56xx D x57775 Dmaj7 x57675 ******************** You can play an F#7 after the F# in the Chorus, it isn't played in the song this is just an artistic suggestion by the author ******************** [Verse 1] Gm9 There's something rotten inside me N.C. You told me to be better, ain't honestly likely Dm9 You told me to be more, truth is I cannot be N.C. You told me to be smart, kept promising I'm free Em9 You told me to be strong and belong, alarmed me N.C. That otherwise my life won't be long and lively Cm9 Do something when I'm gone they don't despise me N.C. You told me don't be wrong N.C. Forgotten that I'm me? Gm9 Become something that I'm not N.C. Crushed between the four walls, ceiling and the floor boards Dm9 I can't walk nor see forwards, when I talk my speech Mordor Em9 Scrambled thoughts that need order N.C. Not in reach, they're lost in deep waters Cm9 Drawing on sleep exhausts my zeal harder N.C. Caught in grief I've honestly authored [Bridge] Gmaj7 I don't wanna swim no more, I wanna fly D7* Looking up at those that do, but I don't identify Bm7 I feel lonely when I try, my dreams always seem to die Am7 D7 I keep falling, I'm so sorry, I'm appalling in your eyes [Chorus] Gmaj7 Show me how to be, I'll show you how to not F# (F#7) I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot Bm7 Yeah, I'm flawed as hell, I could never love myself Am7 D7 As long as I carry this guilt, I will never feel fulfilled Gmaj7 Show me how to be, I'll show you how to not F# (F#7) I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot Bm7 Yeah, I'm flawed as hell, I could never love myself Am7 D7 As long as I carry this guilt, I will never feel fulfilled [Verse 2] Gmaj7 Beep, beep, beep, beep-beep, beep N.C. Beat, I reach for the screen, I need sleep F# This sequence is bleak, it reeks, then repeats Bm7 Week after week, increasing my fatigue, I feel weak N.C. Tough to conceive I still bleed N.C. When I seem to be proceeding on reflex, deceit Am7 That I could feel relief, that I could seek dreams D7 Which, seemingly all my experiences deplete Gmaj7 See at the beginning they said that I would be winning N.C. What a beautiful thought, but one I no longer believe in F# Belief feels belittling now, I've been beaten N.C. Bested beast, depressed and defeated Bm7 So rest in peace to me that felt different Am7 Guess I failed at living, guess I fell and I guess I'm frail D7 So my failure isn't your fault, just the weather shifted N.C. And my feathers withered, uh [Chorus] Gmaj7 Show me how to be, I'll show you how to not F# (F#7) I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot Bm7 Yeah, I'm flawed as hell, I could never love myself Am7 D7 As long as I carry this guilt, I will never feel fulfilled Gmaj7 Show me how to be, I'll show you how to not F# (F#7) I will climb the tallest tree and tie the tightest knot Bm7 Yeah, I'm flawed as hell, I could never love myself Am7 D7 As long as I carry this guilt, I will never feel fulfilled N.C. R-A-V [Verse 3 + Outro] Gmaj7 One lonely night, coming home from work to heavy rain F# Thirty feet from the train cross I cross every day N.C. Bar halfway down, I don't hesitate Em9 Close both my eyes and for heaven's sake hit me today A7 I just want it all to be erased, disappear with the fear and despair D Dissipate, all I've ever done is been afraid D7 All I've ever done been is been this way Gmaj7 You claim I ain't broken and you liken my wounds To things that you deal with, with ease, I should too F# You make me hate me more than I should hate you N.C. It's always you, you, you Em9 A7 D But mama, I'm me Gmaj7 F# I just wanna be F#7 And I hope you're okay with that Em9 Em9 D Dmaj7 (let ring)