Here I go with my damn wishful thinking I'll never stop drinking I'll never get old May I die long before I ever grow tired Enough to be somebody else All that I need is right here with me And everything I want is well within my reach So who should I blame when I just feel too helpless to move Placing my heart on the shelf Like some meaningless trophy For my participation in things I don't believe in I did it to fit in An empty sort of wholeness I chose for myself All that I need is right here with me And everything I want is well within my reach So who should I blame when I just feel too helpless to move I need to move Forward I made a promise to myself That I'd do better Than I have done in the past This motivation is real I want to see how far it takes me I'll keep burning Through the winds of my exhaustion A wind that blew from a lack of trust in myself I've lost all hesitation I've grown to like who I am I've grown to like who I am