I didn't know myself I didn't know everything There's no manual To get it right in life I had to learn alone I had to live alone I had to see alone It wasn't easy The pain was sad I suffered a lot The mold hurt The weight was huge Until I understood that I have value I am unique I am irreplaceable Self-intimacy I learned by myself how to have this No one helped me The inner gaze made me see new things Self-esteem brings calm Inner peace it is unstable Life is full of suffering Ignoring works miracles Knowing myself brought innovations People no longer matter to me Only I matter to myself The intimacy of looking inside myself Is a jewel that I have learned to polish over the time I can't calm down I feel so much pain The pain doesn't stop Words don't console Getting to know myself through the pain Gave me a lot of strength I felt new ideas Getting to know myself through the pain Gave me a lot of strength Getting to know the emptiness filled me with new ideas Self-intimacy I learned by myself how to have this No one helped me The inner gaze made me see new things Self-esteem brings calm Inner peace it is unstable Life is full of suffering Ignoring works miracles Knowing myself brought innovations People no longer matter to me Only I matter to myself My inner self tells me not to stop The intimacy I have with myself Is the great key