I've had my share Living a lie Everything I could have possibly tried Blood on my hands Tears on my past Trying to build us a future to last I feel ashamed I want to hide Deep on the shadows of my own demise Taking the pain Of thousands of lifes Seems like I know just what regret feels like All of my failures are alive and breathing Trapped in the darkness of such a cold place They look at me but cannot hear me screaming And I can't stand looking at my own face Guilt is consuming my beaten up heart I lost my meaning so I should depart Death is the only thing left to relate I shall become the last amalgamate