I can't tell if I'm alive or dead I check the bathroom I check the bed But your not there I'm looking for you everywhere Under the covers On a chair With no where to be seen I live in great despair Last night I suffered And tonight aswell Love be the deepest pain A living hell Folding in on myself Losing my shell It's the most lethal disease A world without thee With out thy dark beauty I'm crumbling Fucking crumbling Completely deceased Spending every evening In my death bed With you in my head