I woke up and my eyes were sore (yeah) I gave you every last tear that I had I don't think I can cry no more (no) All of this red on my eyes looking like I never gotten high before (huh?) This is not regular love, this shit is a mile more (for real) I think this is God's way of reminding me I need to smile more (yeah) I played you my song, and we sobbed (huh?), this music beyond just a job (yeah) This music beyond gettin' up on my YouTube and dissin' some pom for applause (for real) I got a responsibility that's bigger than bullshittin' all for the mob (true) I'm tryna ball while I'm here so they don't have to bawl when I'm gone Yeah, life changed in a year, changed in a week, changed in a second (second) Sang when they didn't hear, they didn’t speak, they didn't question (they did not!) Made my music in fear, made it, and re-framed my perspective I hope that it's clear, now that you’re here, came to my rescue Losing time, let me let you know before I lose my mind, yeah These days, something must be on my side If I lose, at least I’ll tell 'em that I tried, yeah (tried, tried, tried, tried) That I tried Yeah, okay They say, great things take time I think time takes great things away, though Lost all of my idols that had fallen like an angel Who knows if they in the clouds with a halo? Who knows? (Who knows?) I look up to names for help (yeah) But how can our idols save us (no) If they can’t even save themselves? (Facts) I gotta behave myself (yeah) Gotta remember my start, no, I will not betray myself I been afraid to tell So alone, so, I just braced myself I’ve wanted love since the age of twelve Even before I could lace myself That’s why when I know I lose all that I love That it’s easy to hate myself It’s my birthday! But I won’t celebrate myself (huh?) 'Cause time is gonna take myself (yeah) I'm on my pro clubs shit, I create myself But I'm never gonna rate myself Picture-perfect, is it workin'? Vision blurrin', missin' verses, life really is a burden Seein' my face on every sign; I'm a missin' person Whatever he gets, the kid deserves it Yeah I woke up, and my eyes were sore I gave you every last tear that I had I don't think I can cry no more (no) All of this red on my eyes looking like I never gotten high before (for real) This is not regular love, this shit is a mile more (for real) I think this is God's way of reminding me I need to smile more (yeah) Losing time, let me let you know before I lose my mind, yeah These days, something must be on my side If I lose, at least I’ll tell 'em that I tried, yeah That I tried Hahaha, it's so bad, I can't You’re nothing but a grain of sand in my hourglass But I can spot you from a mile away, yeah I'm searchin' for you