Maybe I wasn't clear in the words I said It's not that I don't want to be like anyone else It's just that there's something stuck in my head Something that makes me hurt myself Trapped in thoughts, running on a endless road This is a lone battle I have to fight on my own Through cutting winds my heart is torn apart As I run straight to the dark 'Cause I don't want to stand alone Living with the sound of my own thoughts I don't want to watch the Sun rise in shades of gray As If there was no other way I've written my next steps As in some kind of escape plan But I'm leaving crumbs to find the way back In case everything is different Trapped in thoughts, running on a endless road This is a lone battle I have to fight on my own Through cutting winds my heart is torn apart As I run straight to the dark 'Cause I don't want to stand alone Living with the sound of my own thoughts I don't want to watch the Sun rise in shades of gray As If there was no other way I need to find my home sweet home A place where I belong ‘Cause I don’t want to watch the Sun rise in shades of gray As if there was no other way Long nights, deep hurts I admit, I'm making things worse Maybe I don't know how to live in this world 'Cause I don't want to stand alone Living with the sound of my own thoughts I don't want to watch the Sun rise in shades of gray As If there was no other way I need to find my home sweet home A place where I belong ‘Cause I don’t want to watch the Sun rise in shades of gray As if there was no other way