Oh God, I'd rather not have to look at myself in the mirror Help me get up when the world just wants me down The days took on a very strange shade of bitter You hurt me a lot and then you threw me against the walls Just fade away I'm trying to hold on It's hard to lift your head up, when everything goes wrong Do I have to live haunted by the ghost of guilt? Ashamed and thrown in the gutter You got me into the habit of taking some pills The stars will fall on my head tonight I hope my parents and brothers take my side At least they won’t throw me to the lions 'Cause I know when is hurting, I can't count with their silence Just fade away I'm trying to hold on It's hard to lift your head up, when everything goes wrong Do I have to live haunted by the ghost of guilt? Ashamed and thrown in the gutter You got me into the habit of taking some pills It's dragged and sore the way it's unfolding Darkness tries to be my best friend As long as I can't like anything You had me right in the palm of your hand Just fade away I'm trying to hold on It's hard to lift your head up, when everything goes wrong Do I have to live haunted by the ghost of guilt? Ashamed and thrown in the gutter You got me into the habit of taking some pills