Soon soon soon soon Don't you ever seek a tear I remember the car caving in We saw your mother, a twitch of shoulder I held her cigarettes as you coalesced I brought her plastic, scentless flowers At least they'll never wilt You drove her wheelchair that you hated I know you hate it She kept some photos, the 1990's She said she said missed them all her outfits Soon soon soon soon I don't know why songs about you Always turn into hymns In dissolution, I found beauty Colors that I have never seen In dissolution, I found beauty How the hell have you been?