I told myself I'd be asleep I should've been in bed by three I'm wide awake, stayed on a little drunk Wearing a dress too tight for me to breathe Singing, you're only laughing till you cry You're only living till you die And you're only here until you're not It only hurts until it– Squeezing a lime between my teeth Sharing air and body heat I'm sparkling, spinning, and who was I again? Coming out so I could leave Singing, you're only laughing till you cry You're only living till you die And you're only here until you're not It only hurts until it– You're only laughing till you cry You're only living till you die And you're only here until you're not It only hurts until it, it only hurts until it It only hurts until it stops