But uh, I keep falling down that hole The one that I can't control You are gone, send a text, you don't respond, so Not tryna be selfish, no But can you answer my heart from Heaven? 'Cause I got questions I won't sit here and call you selfish But could you tell that you would leave us in Hell? (In Hell) I can't say you were anyone else's 'Cause life is so cold, it's only saying oh, well Is this a joke? A better question than why? You ain't want us to know 'cause you had anti-pride Also, too much on your mind Addresses, numbers, times Your obsession that nobody questioned It feels like we're all blind 'cause we didn't read the sign 11:11, a new star in Heaven Is this a joke? A better question than why? You ain't want us to know, you kept your plan airtight (Was it your anti-pride?) If you were upset, you would never let us see Guess what? She's hurt But she would never let you know it (Let you know it) Never show it, no matter what, she stays smiling (One minute, I'm crying) No, I'm not upset You think that this shit is funny? Laughing out loud, yeah, bet you're rolling over (rolling over) Showing God that I'm ugly face cryin'