So, shuffle Just struggle I don't want any trouble Or maybe I do To the regular shuffle The mundane struggle I don't want any trouble Honey, do you? So like, would you do it if no one was there? It's like, would you do it if nobody cared? I sure hope so, I sure hope so, love 'Cause honestly nobody does It's like, feel bad, but you won't die It's like, stay mad, but stay alive And it might sucks, but you'll survive Fuck it, we're going outside I'll be your almanac of bad decisions Cut me open, make incisions Place the ones you like on the other side of a cereal box Gaslight gatekeep girl interrupted And if you can't beat it, then at least you can fuck it I'll take my stupid medicines until I fuckin' stop So, shuffle Just struggle I don't want any trouble Or maybe I do To the regular shuffle The mundane struggle I don't want any trouble Honey, do you? Comin' around the later stages of grief For a version of the world that you wanted to keep A version where you're just as dumb as the rest Well, now it's time to clean up the mess No more drama, no more gore No more high school suicide war I'm twenty one, I'm forty five, fuck it, we're staying alive I have a soft, small body Strawberries make it happy Someday, I'll leave the country I hope to have you with me