If you're good, you live forever And if you're bad You die when you die Stand alone all up in the dark Blood pour out the candle with this bleedin' heart Leaning far over the black abyss and stare in, too emotionless Velvet dinosaur with a kiss And then I inflate my lungs to breathe the planet Sacred handshake, I'm understandin' Breaking down buds in the palm of my hand, in total darkness Can't fuckin' deal it, yo, my soul's reflectin' And movements in the universe, so I got no reception No time for talkin' From deep inside my mind, I'm steppin' I lost myself and found myself dead when the tide was swept in One foot in the grave, still looking to blaze Found myself dead in water, I've been floating for days They say it's never too late to pick yourself back up again So I picked up my dead body, flung it over my shoulder On the shores of the beach, half dead, I found peace I love you, but I can’t trust you Don't know why I love you, but I can’t trust you Look, look Lightning and thunder in the skies when I first saw you Should've left you at the dome, planted in the soil I was born without you, girl, and I’ve been here before you But my feelings overpowered me trying to ignore you Should've left you in that single daydream Now I'm a prisoner of feelings, and they’re always changing Tried to say you love me but your words jammed Last night I saw you in a dream with another man Stood in sorrow, wept until tomorrow Deep in darkness of the forest but no longer hollow 'Cus I was born without you, girl, and I’ve been here before you My paths alone, you wanna walk alone all on the soil Tried to say I love you but my words jammed Hopefully one day you'll understand who the fuck I am Trying to work out who I am behind the wall of sleep I travel deep through bad thought to find good memories The cemetery be calling out to me, but I don't speak Like I don’t speak to people no more, ah, you're free to leave Too weak to grieve, I'll fall away just like an autumn leaf No heart to beat, I'm walking dead, and I can hardly see No future, just my fucking past My hourglass smashed into shards, but still, I camouflage But how much longer can I mask my pain? Just wanna blast my fucking brain, and never start again But that's the cycle when I always end up on this planet Don't understand the other people down here walking 'round it Tried to love my life, but seems I got a problem 'Cus every friend that used to love me now has long forgotten I love you, but I can’t trust you Don’t know why I love you, but I can’t trust you