Another night Mindlessly scrolling Waiting for my eyes to close down Trying to sedate my thoughts Failling to shut my brain off Night after night, the same Routine keeps my head in check from the pain Fake smiles, a forged laugh All to keep everyone anesthetized Hardstuck, no desire To hunt anything worthwhile So I try to numb my mind Another day Mindlessly strolling Once again Stuck in this endless loop Trying to Withstand this tightness That's engulfing My whole chest Night after night, the same Routine keeps my head in check from the pain Fake smiles, a forged laugh All to keep everyone anesthetized Hardstuck, no desire To hunt anything worthwhile So I try to numb my mind