Frightfully anxious Tearing through pages of books that I once liked to read In search of a sign From the back of my mind Of the person I once used to be Driving in cars, drinking in bars These are the things I remember We smoked cigarettes Hedging our bets that the angel of death wouldn’t see I wanna reach through the fog I’ve been living in And bravely remember the days Not just the past with it’s deafening laugh As it rubs all my shit in my face I wanna see the future as it’s happening to me Good or bad, taking it easy Wasting away hours and days Chasing those far away feelings As the quality of my memory Loses all of it’s meaning Now as before There is more to discover I wanna reach through the fog I’ve been living in And bravely remember the days Not just the past with it’s deafening laugh As it rubs all my shit in my face I wanna see the future as it’s happening to me Good or bad, happy or sad Think of all the fun we’ll have Soon enough, just take it easy