I can still see your face Hear your laugh Taste your taste Like a dream I could chase forever after I could try to ignore But I’ve been here before As I'm faced with the end of another chapter I'm trying to remember Why it never really felt right But my memory is a monster When it’s working in hindsight And I'm sitting in a pool of water Looking at a full Moon Thinking I would love to hold you Knowing it is too soon In a flash you were gone That was it We were done We had fallen away in late October No more thrills to unfold No more talks of getting old Just a trail of mistakes to tide me over I'm trying to remember Why it never really felt right But my memory is a monster When it’s working in hindsight And I'm sitting in a pool of water Looking at a full Moon Thinking I would love to hold you Know it is too soon I feel I'm going under At every little thought of you And I wish I had the answers But I don’t know what the hell to do So I'm going over conversations And staying up through the night Knowing what it took to love you Knowing it was never right What kind of love is this? What kind of love is this you're putting us through?