There's this game that I play Where I like to say I'm safe in her arms But I know that's a lie There's this place that I hide Somewhere no one can find Oops I misplaced my life Kinda lose myself sometimes There's this trash in my room It kinda dampened my mood I had a few friends, a crew I sorta threw 'em out too There's these white little lies That help me not to cry Like I'm fine Or maybe it'll be better next time I can't get out my head I'm stuck in my bed For the 4th day Watchin my hopes fade I am tearing to shreds Don't know how I'll end But it's okay If I waste my pain decays I don't know why I isolate myself The only time I; ll hang is with my belt Everyone was there to watch me drown But I lost anyone who could get me out There's this trash in my room It kinda dampened my mood I had a few friends, a crew I sorta threw 'em out too There's these white little lies That help me not to cry Like I'm fine Or maybe it'll be better next time I can't get out my head I'm stuck in my bed For the 4th day Watchin my hopes fade I am tearing to shreds Don't know how ill end But it's okay If I waste my pain decays