Look at me again Blaming myself for things I shouldn't blame myself for This is already a recurring thing I'm afraid of you And your blatant lies You distort everything I say Makes me crazy Nothing else matters You want me and I surrender I hate myself I consider myself insufficient I blame myself for not doing anything The cliff attracts me more and more I think about jumping, but I come back to my consciousness Damn, let me go I am not an object This is hard to deal with Put eye drops in your eyes and pretend to cry Call me and tell me you're sorry But I've already lost myself And now I think I'm happy in love Damn, let me go I am not an object This is hard to deal with Put eye drops in your eyes and pretend to cry Call me and tell me you're sorry But I've already lost myself And now I think I'm happy in love You are pathologically toxic I think about running away, but I drown in your lies How naive and innocent I am You and I are incompatible But you pretend to be Wow, the cliff is so beautiful What if I jump? This would all end, but how free would I be? I am happy in love I am happy in love What a lie of mine I am happy in love I am happy in love What a lie of mine I write this song with tears in my eyes I didn't get rid of it, but I pretend to get rid of it More and more I think about the cliff And it bothers me Damn, let me go I am not an object This is hard to deal with Put eye drops in your eyes and pretend to cry Call me and tell me you're sorry But I've already lost myself And now I think I'm happy in love Damn, let me go I am not an object This is hard to deal with Put eye drops in your eyes and pretend to cry Call me and tell me you're sorry But I've already lost myself And now I think I'm happy in love Blame me for not trying