Blue glow on the cold floor I'm drunk and disoriented in this room News about my life comes out like wind My body screams for it I mentally ask you to tell me it was real How did this whole shit end? New life, a prey ready to be eaten My tears are gathering with the drink I'm losing myself, come and pick up the pieces of me I went from happy to broken in seconds My friends say they warned me, but I ignore them I just want him to tell me it was real That I wasn't delusional, that I wasn't naive again Through the windows I see what could have been If I hadn't made a mistake, had made my mistake the truth Now I'm on the floor drinking something that will give me a hangover The next day my friends arrived I was lying in the middle of the cold floor No, I was dying on the cold floor They joked that I had gone crazy That I would kill him, but would I really do it I gave my time It's only fair that he gave his life My empathy will be a knife I'll break everything that reminds me of him But I want him to say it was real So I don't kill someone in vain I went from happy to broken in seconds My friends say they warned me, but I ignore them I just want him to tell me it was real That I wasn't delusional, that I wasn't naive again Through the windows I see what could have been If I hadn't made a mistake, had made my mistake the truth Now I'm on the floor drinking something that will give me a hangover Machiavellian, waiting for an opportunity I drank every drink in that bar I was planning my sweet revenge I was planning to have powers I went from happy to broke in seconds My friends say they warned me, but I ignore them I just want him to tell me it was real