Hands covered in blood, tears in my blood Stars cut with kitchen knife Expectations shattered like breaking a glass I was supposed to be the morning light But I was the fucking darkness, the fucking darkness I chose the wrong side and it cost you your life If I could change the past I would change all my choices Why did they hurt you And that wasn't my purpose I didn't want to leave you in pieces But when I came to, I saw the knife in my hands And you were chopped into methodically perfect pieces The blood bathing my feet, was that what happened in the end? Why was the book page torn from our last kiss? Did you want me to cry for you? Why didn't you ask me? I would cry the whole fucking world, I would cry I would cry, I would cry the whole fucking world When your blood was no longer in your body I thought about shedding some tears To look a little more dramatic Let's face it, our story was boring as fuck There were supposed to be tears in my blood But she had resentment stored Our fucking love was already falling Your phone is ringing The number had a heart Why did I feel the stab I gave you? I needed to hide your body Where would I hide? You were paranoid Then everyone would know that you didn't disappear out of nowhere They would know that I killed you because of your infidelity When your blood was no longer in your body I thought about shedding some tears To look a little more dramatic Let's face it, our story was boring as fuck There were supposed to be tears in my blood But she had resentment stored Our fucking love was already falling Was it fun to see myself biting my nails with anxiety? Was it cool to see me break down over silly things? Was it exciting to watch myself slowly fall apart? Was it exciting to see me crying for you? Now I can take revenge Letting the tears fall down my face with happiness for the first time The night was my best and only friend I drowned in it when you ignored me Now that I can say goodbye to her Why won't you cause me any more trouble And I lied in the first verse Why it's cool to see others have expectations and break them in the same second When your blood was no longer in your body I thought about shedding some tears To look a little more dramatic Let's face it, our story was boring as fuck There were supposed to be tears in my blood But she had resentment stored Our fucking love was already falling I broke your damn trophy I took revenge on my nightmares Now I don't need to lie on my bedroom floor and cry my sorrows Why I went through therapy and now I know how to deal with his advances Honey, could you go to hell and then fuck off? Hands covered in blood, hands covered in your blood