I thought we were steady, like trees in the fall But it turns out we were just waiting to fall You dressed up your words like golden leaves But underneath, all I got was fucking grief The sky was painted in shades of grey Just like your promises, fading away I stayed up, haunted by your voice Wondering when we lost the choice Now the cold creeps in like an endless fight I'm trapped in this sleepless night It was all a mirage, you and me I thought we were fire, but it was debris Now the autumn winds blow through my mind Left searching for answers I’ll never find Fuck, I thought I had you right But now I'm stuck in this sleepless night The leaves fell down, just like my trust Turned to ash, everything's dust You said we’d be more than just a phase Now I'm staring at these empty days The Moon hides behind the clouds tonight Like the way you hid from every fight I'm losing count of the lies you spun Was it all just a twisted run? Now the cold creeps in like an endless fight I'm trapped in this sleepless night It was all a mirage, you and me I thought we were fire, but it was debris Now the autumn winds blow through my mind Left searching for answers I’ll never find Fuck, I thought I had you right But now I'm stuck in this sleepless night Grey skies, grey hearts, I'm sinking slow The night’s too long when you're alone, you know? I gave my all, but you took your leave Now I'm drowning in the shit I used to believe It was all a mirage, you and me I thought we were fire, but it was debris Now the autumn winds blow through my mind Left searching for answers I’ll never find Fuck, I thought I had you right But now I'm stuck in this sleepless night Sleepless night, just grey and cold Chasing a dream that’s long been sold I was holding on to an illusion Only to find out the hard way that you're a bad person In the dark, in the dark, in the dark I cried In the worst moment, in the worst moment, in the worst moment, I screamed In the morning, in the morning, in the morning, I realized the Sun was already here Maybe it will heal me from the pain, from the pain, from the pain that you caused It was all a mirage, you and I I thought we were fire, but we were wreckage Now the autumn winds blow through my mind Left searching for answers I'll never find Damn, I thought I had you right But now I'm stuck in this sleepless night