You being a man doesn't mean you're a real man You wouldn't understand my point of view 'Cause no matter the circumstances Men will lie, and girls will cry And I'll turn it into something that hurts 'Cause I'm always the fucking victim And our case will be in the paper My mind drowned in lies I dove into the sea of suffering I left my perks at the bottom of the boat When it all fell apart What was your last word? I got lost in the things I believed to be true, true Your touches are still here The print of your fingers on my cheek My tears in tune With my pain My mind drowned in lies And I let the ocean into my heart Everything I touch or love Turns into something that I feel pain It feels like a fucking prophecy It feels like something I can't go against Drinking wine and pretending everything is okay Won't make my life change Anyway, my kisses will still be on TV And your victorious smile will still be the worst My mind drowned in lies I dove into the sea of suffering I left my perks at the bottom of the boat When everything fell apart What were your last words? I got lost in the things I believed to be true, true Your touch is still here The mark of your fingers on my cheek My tears in tune With my pain My mind drowned in lies And I let the ocean enter my heart