I’ve been dancing in the shadows, all alone Fighting battles with no shield, just flesh and bone The silence is my prison, and I'm sinking fast Thought I could outrun this, but nothing ever lasts I'm chasing stars that never shine My heart's a map with no design But who am I to say it's right? When I'm just losing every fight I'm living a fucked up life, no escape in sight The weight of loneliness drags me down each night Tried to run, tried to hide, but there's nowhere to go Living a fucked up life, it’s all I’ve ever known I used to dream of love, of brighter days Now I'm haunted by the dark in endless ways The mirror shows a face I barely recognize A ghost of who I was, with hollowed-out eyes The world keeps spinning, but I'm stuck Drowning in my endless luck A curse, a life that’s never fair I’ve stopped pretending to even care I'm living a fucked up life, no escape in sight The weight of loneliness drags me down each night Tried to run, tried to hide, but there's nowhere to go Living a fucked up life, it’s all I’ve ever known Maybe I’ll surrender, let the shadows win Embrace the darkness that’s always been within No more illusions, no more wasted breath Living a fucked up life feels closer to death I'm living a fucked up life, no escape in sight The weight of loneliness drags me down each night Tried to run, tried to hide, but there's nowhere to go Living a fucked up life, it’s all I’ve ever known Yeah, I'm living a fucked up life And I'm finally letting go