Running through sunflower fields Playing with your red scarf Traveling across the country Wearing your favorite outfit Smiling at me and saying I'm the love of your life I wanted to believe this is true I just let myself believe in our adventures I wanted to embrace all your flaws and turn them into qualities But you didn't, you just wanted someone to not feel alone Why did not you tell me? I would give you the best of company Why didn't you sharpen the dagger and put me against the wall? I would stroke your angel hair while you cried in my lap My lane bear, my favorite freeloader Don't go away, I can still be used It was a sign, it was an end But you and I know everything And I still want your fucking hair touching mine My lane bear, my best love When you went far away and said you would come back It was one of the deepest pains But why does it hurt so much? You are one of the best at everything you do, and I just wanted a hug from you But why did you have to go? I just wanted a goodbye kiss My lane bear, my favorite freeloader Don't go away, I can still be used It was a sign, it was an end But you and I know everything And I still want your fucking hair touching mine My lane bear, my best love My lane bear, my favorite freeloader Don't go away, I can still be used It was a sign, it was an end But you and I know everything And I still want your fucking hair touching mine My lane bear, my best love