I lied to my therapist Said I hadn't seen you in months I lied because he would say so that I would distance myself 'Cause even I know you're a problem But a problem I want to have You and I were unconscious It was midnight and the sky was full of stars Maybe we've fallen into madness We are crazy people who need to be hospitalized And if we don't take care of ourselves we will fall into the sea of sharks Why are we beautiful and they bit us I still keep your hoodie in case you come back It was the best of kisses, it was the best of camera flashes I hid in the stall at the end of each show Because I didn't want anyone to see me crying It was breaking, it was hurting, I was holding on for you But now I can choose between singing or living I was choosing our photos You smile incredibly in all of them We dance to our last song It was the best of dances, it was the best of moments But now you're tired, tired of fucking with my hopes Was it different with you, or had I just changed my modus operandi How to fall in love I still keep your hoodie in case you come back It was the best of kisses, it was the best of camera flashes I hid in the stall at the end of each show Because I didn't want anyone to see me crying It was breaking, it was hurting, I was holding on for you But now I can choose between singing or living I still (still) keep your (keep your) sweatshirt (sweatshirt) Maybe (maybe) you'll love me again (you'll love me again) I still (still) keep your (keep your) sweatshirt (sweatshirt) Maybe (maybe) you'll love me again (you'll love me again) I still (still) keep your (keep your) sweatshirt (sweatshirt) Maybe (maybe) you'll love me again (you'll love me again)