Did you know? I did not know? That it would hurt me You knew it would hurt, you knew it wouldn't heal easily But he still did it You said: I'm compatible I can even give my heart to save you What heart? You have no heart People who have hearts care for each other And what did you do? He ripped mine off at the first chance You told my friends I would believe your lies I hope you know that I truly believed But don't be fooled, I fell for them to get you I'm not a footnote, I'm a whole book Why did I lose my heart? Why did I let you take my best memories? Were you the villain after all? And I was the defenseless one? You wanted me to kill myself for you I did not want? Don't lie, tell the truth at least once Why did I lose my heart? Why did you have to hurt me so deeply? I didn't see you sharpen the dagger, I didn't see you run away It was cool to end my life It was fun to make me cry, it was cool to get hurt for nothing What if I told my ex? Would he hit you? Would not go? You were afraid of how much he still loved me And yes, he was the best And you dear? It was just a hookup Why did I lose my heart? Why did I let you take my best memories? Were you the villain after all? And I was the defenseless one? You wanted me to kill myself for you I did not want? Don't lie, tell the truth at least once Why did I lose my heart? Why did you have to hurt me so deeply? I felt pain, but now I'm better I killed myself inside, but fuck it, nobody cares I felt pain, but now I'm better I killed myself inside, but fuck it, nobody cares I felt pain, but now I'm better I killed myself inside, but fuck it, nobody cares Really I need a new heart, heart, heart