I'm in a room full of memories How it hurts to look at the past It's like a broken TV into a thousand pieces You can't rebuild it because it would hurt and break even more In the middle of the night, in my best nightmares I kind of find reality Because everything that doesn't hurt isn't real And everything that pierces is very real It would be nice to think that this is just a phase But I know it's not and I don't want to lie to myself It's like a broken TV into a thousand pieces If we touch our hands they would be pierced Why glass is life and the rest is just feelings It's fun to cry looking at the stars It's fun to think that everything will get better I'm in a dark and disturbing room It's fun to think about the future and know it won't happen You wouldn't last a second in the world I was raised in It's like a broken TV into pieces of me Seeing the blood is mesmerizing But mine is too painful What if I rebuild the TV? Would all this improve? Would all this change? What if I rebuild the TV? Would all this improve? Would all this change? What if I rebuild the TV? Would all this improve? Would all this change? What if I rebuild the TV? Would all this improve? Would all this change? You know I won't be able to rebuild it Am I doing it here again? I'm not? I'm lying to myself I just wanted to watch fucking TV But it broke when my life played in my movie It's like a broken TV into pieces of me I just want to fix it, but that won't happen What if I rebuild the TV? Would all this improve? Would all this change? What if I rebuild the TV? Would all this improve? Would all this change? What if I rebuild the TV? Would all this improve? Would all this change? What if I rebuild the TV? Would all this improve? Would all this change? It's like butterflies in a cage They don't grow and the future stops I could pretend everything is fine But it's too hard to hide the remains of the TV